Not a Before and After, But a Becoming
My Body Keeps The Score, but I'm Learning To Rewrite The Story I'll be honest with you the last few months have felt like a quiet kind of storm. Not the loud crashing kind, but the kind that lingers. The kind that settles into your bones and makes everything feel heavier than it should. My health hasn't been okay especially when it comes to something that's meant to be simple like eating..Somehow something so small has started to feel like climbing a mountain with no view at the top. Heavy.Complicated.Exhausting. I saw my specialist and her words didn't land softly..My weight has dropped too quickly, if it drops more I'll be underweight and that thought sits strangely in my chest, because that was never something I thought I'd have to fear. It's confusing. It feels like I could sit completely still, and somehow pieces of me still disappear. The scale has become something I avoid, but also something I can't ignore. Because I need to check even when ...